side winding

blind sighted,

my heart minding my life unwinding.

at your collapse i unfolded into the past...

our dynamic you say, our power play.

manipulate, violate,

you’ve imprinted on me, corded to be everlasting in this scene.

emit your hues, each perfumed to play their tune.

sweet siren hook and sink me, clip my fins, drag me upstream.

let’s all take a deep breath, inhale the mercurial fumes.

undone, unknown, unfolding into this mess, completely alone.

implant your subtle caries, lace your volatility.

fixated on you, how silly of me to cling

while your precariousness leads me askew.

singed retinae, blurred focus,

sun-spots obscuring my internal direction,

a finale!  suppressed combustion, blinded by your inhibition.

the smoldering sun has lost it aurum,

i’ve dove for the last time into the shallow pit

of your emotional re-run.

i'm gonna be down when the spring has sprung
i'm gonna be tired to the very bone
i'm gonna be all, alone
til you seek me out,
and take me home.

heart opening

joyful blessings, bursting forth.
beings held on this vibrant journey of twine, trees & vines,
unearthed oceans, placid, vibrant, unleashed.
welcome! stellar star born baby bottom cupped in your nurturing hands, cooing, crawling, waddling, walking forth.
experience each other fully, bless every day with gratitude
and rejoice while unfolding within your lotus petals.

trying not to loose my light,
trying not to bend.
trying not to loose my sight,
for i am not out on lend.

let me put my hands in your earth

breathing

desnudo

in the sun

en la tierra

under a tree

you and me

on the moss

in the garden

aromatic herbs

buzzing wings

flowering blossoms

edible fruits

nourished hearts

sacred beings

reveling

ravishing

opening,

unraveling,

unfolding,

outstretched,

amantes

father's day

Oodie

thank you...

for always cutting my meat
for teaching me the basics of a car
for demonstrating the delicate art of napping

for having patience when you don't understand my actions
for guiding me to see past your words
for providing, in all the unseen ways that you do

for engaging in limitless growth
for trusting me on a deeper level
for unconditionally loving me

thank you for rising above what you lacked as a child,
so that i may experience an abundance of joy, a life of gratitude,
and know what it means to be blessed.

love Sacajawea

even though we're in our own process, i am still here

my heart is aching, strange dreams...
you are still in bed, sleeping,
weaving your process
as i sit in my own complication.

wild is the wind that blows this current,
wild is the heart
tampered is the mind,
but how do i continue on
while integrating both into this reality,
without leaving one behind?

uncertainty is now highlighted on the forest lawn,
pulsating, strong,
infiltrating my dreams...
of you i grow weary,
though i push forward
through your tangled mosh pit
with force and struggle,
desperate to understand
how are we're still serving one another.

you remove yourself and i begin observing,
skimming only that which applies,
circumventing like an angry child.
the shifts enter in so subtly!
how dangerous the hazards must be handled
in order to survive,
but don't i want more than this?
did "creating anew" already drain out
with the water of the bath?
how unfortunate my wand is out of commission,
stuck with glue to the glass
of my own ceiling.

sure, this will pass, it always does...
but how to navigate through the ever-lasting uncertainty
becomes my ingrown mystery.
to uncover rapidly is perhaps not possible
so just take it all in, patiently and
taste the multitude of flavors
on this merry-go-round
of grown-up make belief.

just be certain to stay afloat,
cause all too quickly
i've found myself underneath
being tossed around like a rag doll,
long ago having fumbled with the rope.

the rainbow increases its speed
undulating me around
exploring the many ways
to funnel flow through me with sound, color & light
all with great emphasis
on encouraging me to take flight.